My story. Motivator. Tough to make the Dream Happen

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Nah. I have goals that wouldn't agree with that.

This may sound arrogant to some but I just know I'm a multi-millionaire future. I've been intertwined in millions before.. but i dont value money.... i value life... i've had great experiences & get sidetracked by life but i know my value.

And I'm very intuitive.

I've had a precocious talent for "creating business & recognizing trends,' since I was in elementary school through til' today.

Literally got in trouble for selling kids pictures i traced of dinosaurs.... A parent found out I was getting all the lunch money of one particular kid, so the school Principle told me I was wrong for selling at school? ?? LOL. 4 years later I was the 5th grade head of Treasury.

Middle school.... I learned the value of angling in gambling.... . i also figured out some other not so great habits where I got boxes of sports cards... Sold the cards worth great money to card shops and the less valuables, I sold as my own pcks to kids at school

By high school... forget about.. LOL

Anyhow , I've always known where to find the money... And i realized 2 things.

1) Money never disappears. It's physical. It's just about how hard we go to find it. You could have it all if you push yourself enough..... and nobody kills you b/c at certain levels it's definitely a silent war fought.

2) At worse...case.... Money is made by a mans hands.......... There's always others who make it. So it's really valueless..... Going broke takes 'drive' towards being ignorant just as getting rich, simply takes drive towards figuring out where to get it.

ANYHOW. Yeah, so my ideas are AMAZING.
I'm not just saying that either. I've never had an idea that flopped, which I sold to someone else.

But I've got a ton of stories where people didnt take my ideas seriously and lost tons.

- I owed Harris Publications like $5k back in like 2006..... THe CFO, I offered him some advice in exchange for clearing the debt. He told me no. I told him anyway. I said , Youtube will be a big thing of the future where millions can be made from interviews with celebs and their magazines would go obselete in time. They didn't believe me because i was young.... They missed millions of dollars literaly.

- Daymond John, shark Tank.. i tried to tell them about investing in websites and affiliate marketing about that same time... which included ecommerce & affiliate commissions... LOL fast forward to like 2017, he's finally using the idea and co-owned a tour with some guy doing drop-shipping for eBay seminars..... SMH.. Offering so much less but so much later. He could have profitted millions but again, took my youth as ignorance.

- Told people on WickedFire about YouTube being a gold mine and you could amke thousands if not millions from YouTube video ranking back in like 2009. I made an eBook about it. Users laughed at me, argued and said I was a fool. I bet 99% of those same people now use YouTube or have used it in some capacity in the exact manor i spoke of. Forgetting their own ignorance & arrogance ...


The good thing i've learned from all this.. I never want to bet he person who turns the right talent away.

Charles Floate immediately saw the use of my Google NEws service that was offered here on BUSO. He acquired the company. Smart man ... he gets it

Anybody who's not using this service now is missing a ton of money. Why?

1 - It's immediate ORAGNIC marketing b/c its' on google search within an hour usually
2 - the google links rank faster
3 - Real editorial sites grow, which means domain authority grows, which means link juice to your site... grows.. which increases your site rank NATURALLY

I've been doing this for years with Google news. Sicne at least 2005... so i know....the ins/outs well and figured out a technique to really make it work. It's not as simple as I post here... but it's legit, organic, and the eCommerce business I listed has already earned over $11k , off an investment I made of less than $1k.. in under 4 months... and my site's sales are going up as links pointing to it, increase in value with these editorial/news sites domain authority growing

I have bigger ideas to go with my project here... that i told a friend about but he never listened either. So i said I'd do it myself now since I needed to find a new directino.

His confidence was arrogance... lots of ingelligence but low intuitiveness ....

If all goes well, I'll either sell my brand to pay for house & car (goal) OR just get a multi-million deal by Christmas. We'll see.

I'm thankful though for people who see the value in what i do. That's a blessing that i do have those few who get it.... and usually they are very well off financially and buy my services immediately in bulk. Once I have the raft, I have no problem rowing my way to a new land and building a luxury boat. I'm blessed with that gift of 'creating useful business ideas & spotting trends' .
 
Man. Gotta say. Coming from a small state like South Carolina and not being from a privileged class where generations of wealth exist, it's fucking taxing.

I really just this post asa journal but.............wow..................

Car wreck to September being the worst business month and I just hd 2 people I knew die of the weirdest shit

One friend fell off the ledge of 5th floor balcony onto his neck trying to cross balconies and enter his apartment, as he was locked out

Then there's this kid I was trying to work with to help promote on the internet..........and some bully, beating up his sister, demanded she call him to fight.. even put video on facebook slapping her and saying call him.............

Then when this guy I was helping become a popular YoUTuber, goes to confront the guy..He pulls out a gun and kills him

So , being these are not people i see everyday.. I'm not totally hurt but I just feel like I've seen so much shit in life I have to question what's the meaning of it all............. People think im crazy when i tell them about my times of feeling suicidal... but i lost my best female friend in the 10th grade; i mean a girl I literally knew since first grade and she loved me like no other has in my life. Literally defended me like a natural instinct at times .

A few cousins died.. A kid who looked up to me for my artistic talents (I was liked in HS by most), was always excited to talk to me ... he was killed .. alcohol related accident, the same as my other friend.. high school basketball teammate, shot, and would die years later from complications of the shooting......

Cancer deaths... natural deaths....

I can't / don't wnat to remember how many people died behind Spouse/relationship disputes.. if you're not frm SC, look up the stats.... it's horrendous.

I don't know if I'm crazy for feeling taxed spiritually by all this or if everyone's had a life story line like this.

Sometimes I feel like I just need to crawl back to whatever lifestyle i was created in and just give in to the life.

Life's crazy though......... I just needed to type this out.

No i'm not going to commit suicide... I dont drink or smoke, b/c I'm pretty sure if I did drugs/booze..it would get really bad.... I try to stay sober and just reach the goals I have set to make sure my children have head starts in life but wow.................... I wish I could be like those people who don't feel shit sometimes... but then again, who would i be?Would i even have made it
 
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There are two cards in life - the pity card and the responsibility card.

Everyone goes through challenges, even privileged people.
The successful ones use challenges, predicaments, and pain as fuel to work harder. They hardly use the pity card because they understand it doesn't lead them closer to their goal.

Sure you get sympathy temporarily. Is that what you want? Or do you prefer to dig deeper and take responsibility by saying, "this is occurring and it's out of my control. I will not break. Rather, I will focus on what I can control and take my life to the next level in order to provide a better future for my family"? I can assure you that the latter will garner respect from those around you and you will become more resilient which can transfer to business when times get beyond stressful.

At the end of the day, what do you want?
Respect or pity. You choose.

And if you're in a state of inaction, you don't need motivation, you need the discipline to find inspiration.
Get inspired and you will take massive action. When you're in momentum, motivation will flow.

How do you get inspired? Introspection, Exposure to new stimulus, browsing BuSo and stumbling upon some retard who's surpassing you, etc.
 
Life is like art. Everything's up for interpretation.

People like myself, could give 2 shits about your respect or pity. Neither have a value in my life.

We just play the hand that's dealt and let people study it.

The things I value:
- Helping Others & connecting on a higher vibration
- Achieving the Dreams/Goals
- And leaving leaving your legacies better off than you were.

However, when you are helping people reach diff goals and they die before you can finish out the Dream... It's a gift and a curse. Like a tattoo burned into your soul to motivate you but you always just wonder why and what if? But the motivation is how those people cheered you on and were genuine. So you push on in the mission b/c you're the 'chosen one'

My motivation is all internal. Rarely external. But people I work with and converse with, do inspire me internally.

I see through people via reading their habits (whether behind a computer or in real life) enough to not care about most people's views.

Most dont even know their own reality, so why would I care about their thoughts on me?

BUT... I hope me being honest, gives off some value. That's why i share. I've done better than most people inl ife and i think humility and honesty helps others. Even if i myself have struggles.
 
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Jut as I share the bad, let me share the good

So what I did to get over this little down vibe, i took time off from work and just focused on completing jobs I had open and doing things I liked. it was definitely a draining energy I was carrying a second.

Now I'm back at it and seeing my business sales go up and trying to launch a new project as one seems to be trending out.

For person who's empathic , like myself, it's a great idea to take vacations and September is probably the best month for this since business is bad in this month, historically.

I ned a solid car camping adventure. Been without my jeep a while, that would be great.

I find this to be great to keep your vibes high:
 
Can't lie. i've been out of the country now for about 15 months. And i'm sometimes thinking Ill never go back.

The beauty of America is the value it gives us from education, basic resources, etc.... But once you graduate into the rat race, the earliest exit seems the best.

Literally went from homeless in a car to a penthouse with ocean views in 1 year thanks to the internet resources available in the US. Just can't be in limbo once out of the US.

It's balance or die in many countries I've seen,.. well.. living outside the city.
 
EyesExist said:
Can't lie. i've been out of the country now for about 15 months. And i'm sometimes thinking Ill never go back.

The beauty of America is the value it gives us from education, basic resources, etc.... But once you graduate into the rat race, the earliest exit seems the best.

Literally went from homeless in a car to a penthouse with ocean views in 1 year thanks to the internet resources available in the US. Just can't be in limbo once out of the US.

It's balance or die in many countries I've seen,.. well.. living outside the city.
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What's so special about America exactly? I didn't get it.
 
CryptoDavid said:
What's so special about America exactly? I didn't get it.
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The basic resources we have in America....... to 'make the Dream happen" are def better than any other country I've been. The well-rounded education and free resources; The fact Americans absorb various cultures and histories, to prepare us for almost any habit/custom in the world ; The money that's damn near growing on trees for those willing to plant a seed and make something grow.

However, I've also found for places where people have felt defeated for generatons, it's easier for those who are focused to achieve high levels in those places

But in America..... there's a head start factor that's undeniable from all I've seen. AND the abundance of money and ability to interchange locations when one burns out, NOWHERE has that but America.

I've not been to Western Europe yet though. I know the land of the English is the battery in the back of America in some way......................
 
I'll never forget this post as long as I live.

It's crazy to read this post and now Im looking from my rooftop of a Caribbean island ... that has an ocean view and jacuzzi..........

Temporary escape from the rat race of America

All praises to the most high! A lot of things can happen when you're down like I wa, but I survived and about to take things to a new level.

I'll snap a photo soon.
 
the rooftop view:
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Currently embarking on a new biz level . Hopefully I get accepted into a new clientele group as ive expanded in business. More things great to show if so.

Haven't touched $350k in a year in a long time...... hoping i can break that trend this year.

Then my goals:
2nd car, house

Giving my son his first car this year as well........ as the 2nd car, will let me downgrade my jeep to a 2 door and let my son have the 4 door .. possibly. We'll see!
 
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EyesExist said:
the rooftop view:
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Currently embarking on a new biz level . Hopefully I get accepted into a new clientele group as ive expanded in business. More things great to show if so.

Haven't touched $350k in a year in a long time...... hoping i can break that trend this year.

Then my goals:
2nd car, house

Giving my son his first car this year as well........ as the 2nd car, will let me downgrade my jeep to a 2 door and let my son have the 4 door .. possibly. We'll see!
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I can almost guess where this is.

I'm going to be vague and say it is Southern Europe, did I guess right?
 
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I can almost guess where this is.

I'm going to be vague and say it is Southern Europe, did I guess right?
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Nah. Caribbean :smile: . Europe's a bumer right now and cold. This photo was about 77 degree weather lol
 
made a life changing decision today

I've realized and accepted i'm not a person who's totally driven by material wealth.

I do passionately enjoy business and achieving however.

BUT............I dont want to die with a ton of wealth while watch people around me starve and the kids I see are going through struggles.

I rather die leaving memories of diff experiences in different communities. Especially the youth. Spreading love and being remembered for an emotional moment of happiness.

Maybe others won't want this and I will still help youth who may be that other type of person, succeed at their goals

Make money. Spread the money in a way to uplift communities that have given me something, i wasn't born into.

Paradigm shift!
 
@EyesExist find yourself a copy of "Die with Nothing". It's a good book/thought exercise on getting the most out of life and the money you earn.
 
Been a beautiful couple of years. Now i'm in South America. It's amazing how far i've come through dedication and hard work.

Always been focused on getting to my highest Dreams and really experiencing life and the world.

One thing I'm seeing now is :
Wow.... Consumerism is the reason my countries are so far behind the US. We like mateiral things in the US but i think 'we have so much' we get over it where as other countries sell it all, to get a taste and chasing the image we spread via Hollywood all their lives. And they fail to realize, we have a very serious education and wisdom of diversity.

A lot of places I'm seeing are ALL IMAGE with nothing behind it. Great people, but the lack of education make them victims of the predators (high class) .

I do believe in equality myself but this is just what I see. The good people get ran over by dumbasses who do anything for that 'image' only to end up, at the bottom with the people they ran over or dead on the inside.. hooked on drugs and booze

Though I enjoy seeing the world, the education system we have in america + the cultural diversity truly makes it the best place in the world. We get a piece of 'every country' in one and can predict everything else everyone does b/c we go to high school with each other and share habits that are innately existent from kids 1-2 generations removed from a migrant bloodline

The 'base' of an American makes us great and our only weakness is racism probably.

Just food for thought tonight.
 
Starting to believe I don't want to 'keep' money anymore.
I want to 'earn' b/c it's a challenge and something to drive me in life; but i think i want to keep investing & finding ways to help people with extra money i have.

Stop all the material possessions build up.

I've seen so many people change with the amount of money they can smell on me. Family, friends, men, women, children not exempt.

Just want to relax.... alienate myself from building personal relationships .. and just help people I come into contact with or live near, learning how to do so only from impersonal relationships.

life's such a journey!
 
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Starting to believe I don't want to 'keep' money anymore.
I want to 'earn' b/c it's a challenge and something to drive me in life; but i think i want to keep investing & finding ways to help people with extra money i have.

Stop all the material possessions build up.

I've seen so many people change with the amount of money they can smell on me. Family, friends, men, women, children not exempt.

Just want to relax.... alienate myself from building personal relationships .. and just help people I come into contact with or live near, learning how to do so only from impersonal relationships.

life's such a journey!
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Dude, you live in LATAM where the average monthly salary is like $1,000. Of course the regular people will be jealous of you and you wouldn't have anything in common with them. You need to move on up to where there's more wealth like NYC or London. Then you can make friends who inspire you and have shit going on. They won't be jealous and would be in a position to help you out.

Or if you still want to stay cheap, go to Chaing Mai. There's tons of internet marketers there.

Or if you want to stay in LATAM go to Mira Flores in Lima. I heard there's tons of wealth there.

You're withdrawing from society, because you put yourself in some 3rd world shit hole.
 
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Dude, you live in LATAM where the average monthly salary is like $1,000. Of course the regular people will be jealous of you and you wouldn't have anything in common with them. You need to move on up to where there's more wealth like NYC or London. Then you can make friends who inspire you and have shit going on. They won't be jealous and would be in a position to help you out.

Or if you still want to stay cheap, go to Chaing Mai. There's tons of internet marketers there.

Or if you want to stay in LATAM go to Mira Flores in Lima. I heard there's tons of wealth there.

You're withdrawing from society, because you put yourself in some 3rd world shit hole.
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Im from the United States. I live in LATAM. I've also lived in Italy, Serbia, Croatia, Hungary, Caribbean, etc.

The least of this type of behavior I've seen was in the Dominican Republic & SXM (of course, this applies to me , not wanting to live in a completely material-based mindset).

I dont lack motivation to earn. It's not the money, it's the competition I love. And figuring things out to champion it. Like right now, I feel like the Larry Bird of Crypto.

Just saying I find it cool to not surround myself with commercialized mindsets.

I'm thinking of buying some lab microscopes to begin studying subecosystems and food contamination and publishing notes
 
The classic solution to this problem is to not flaunt your wealth around people that aren't wealthy.

I also, and I mean zero disrespect here, wonder if there's some kind of emotional wound that needs tending to regarding your desire to be around strangers/acquaintances and then help them out. I recall at some point there was an episode with some prostitute in a McDonald's or something that took advantage of you in some fashion (not sexually). I'm not saying helping people is bad, but if you do it to your own detriment you're not serving them, yourself, the community, or God.
 
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I feel like the Larry Bird of Crypto
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Quote of the year?

I know a few guys who have made between 100mm and 300mm in crypto. I've never heard any of them refer to themselves as the Larry Bird of crypto. In fact, there are only a handful of people in the world who can legitimately claim that title... Bird was one of the best players in the history of basketball. Vitalik... he's someone who can call himself the Larry Bird of crypto.
 
Ryuzaki said:
The classic solution to this problem is to not flaunt your wealth around people that aren't wealthy.

I also, and I mean zero disrespect here, wonder if there's some kind of emotional wound that needs tending to regarding your desire to be around strangers/acquaintances and then help them out. I recall at some point there was an episode with some prostitute in a McDonald's or something that took advantage of you in some fashion (not sexually). I'm not saying helping people is bad, but if you do it to your own detriment you're not serving them, yourself, the community, or God.
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No worries. I'm not emotional. I'm probably 99% rational which scares most people. I can digest anything.

As for the gold-digger I met in the McDonald's of that Affluent community outside of Atlanta; No. You read that wrong.

I said she TRIED to pull empathy/sympathy from me with pity-stories to buy her food that night but when I wouldn't, but kept my character, she eventually pulled out change and bought herself some food.

And that was just another example of what I'm speaking on.

Most people today pass into adulthood to live a fake life. Simply that.

My gift and curse is that i can read into systems/habits very fast. Within 2 conversations I generally know more about the next person than they know about me, by far.

Even behind a computer screen, I can see enough about the habits (communicative behaviors) of many to successfully predict your next actions.

If you ever pay attention, that's how i/we even make most of our money.

However, I made a decision at an early age to not accept things that were fake. Perhaps because my mother's side of the family had a very particular subculture with honesty & bluntness that I absorbed in my subconscious without knowing it.

I don't flaunt wealth. And even if i did, if that changes the other people around me, that still would mean I should alienate myself to have peace if I'm bonded to reality.

But I barely like wearing nice clothes these days. That exact reason is why i detached from so much because I was once involved with the entertainment world and I saw too much. Today, I dress worse than Bill Gates probably on the normal day out I don't even drive a car.

I do live in a fairly nice community but here where I'm at, these neighborhoods are empty. Nobody knows you live in these places except a few people who visit every so often for a weekend and of course, we don't speak because they're on vacation.

The not flaunting wealth is the reason I see the fake faces many times too, to also note. Humorously, many people tend to misjudge my exterior and think that facade determines who they have power over. If they cross a boundary, they find out intelligence trumps all, rather quickly and when I prove to them I don't need anything from them or dealing with them, they tend to react like a child. I then dismiss and ignore. And most people hate you ignore them without explaining to them, exactly the wrong thing they did.... it's so weird how warped many are ... and this happens repeatedly.

However, regardless of how we 'hide' whatever, the fortune of our good decisions is still there in plain sight in the habits of what we do. And I'm not going to 'fake myself out' NOT doing things I want to do or stopping travel, etc.

That's why i feel alienating myself is a positive (in most commercialized countries; not everywhere). That way It just keeps the disease of misfortune that's affecting others who made conscious decisions to become infected, out of my path.

Not that I wont ever talk/see people. Just I will keep people at a distance. Hi/Bye basis, not a 'come over' basis.

Truth be told, the world is filled with people who are psychos that have normalized false bubble-realities due to the loyalty to family or the controller of their fears. Abused, turned into abusers.

I think it's the inverse of what you're saying. 85-90% of people need real therapy and to stay away from others that enable their false realities to make the world wholesome again. I've had conversations with therapists in diff places before and most would concur this same ideology.

But reality, this will likely never happen so when you truly know reality, isolation becomes peace.

In a world where i've probably met 50,000 people over the years.... I've honestly only met a handful of genuine people. The abundance of those people come from areas less commercialized and controlled by the dollar. Their minds aren't warped around 'wealth' or what you have but instead, just talking & laughing.... sharing some food.

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Quote of the year?

I know a few guys who have made between 100mm and 300mm in crypto. I've never heard any of them refer to themselves as the Larry Bird of crypto. In fact, there are only a handful of people in the world who can legitimately claim that title... Bird was one of the best players in the history of basketball. Vitalik... he's someone who can call himself the Larry Bird of crypto.
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LOL Vitalik would be more like an Adam Sterling of Crypto. He owns the league we play in.

And yeah. I helped a few cryptocurrencies generate some MM marketcaps. Not too many have personally generated those numbers you talk though. They've done extremely well.

My analogy was in reference to the idea ive had sxome long shot calls, most wont attempt, pay off.

Appreciate your appreciation for my quote though.
 
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To add to this post.

I'm starting to believe, to truly evolve as a human & experience life at it's greatest peaks with deep internal splendor

You will have to deconstruct all traditions we've created and see life at it's organic form or as close as you can get

Ever since we evolved to create words and not live by simply viewing actions, we've created the almighty lifestyle of 'persuasion'

Once we understood words and persuasion, all these cultural norms took us on a long plane ride from what life can truly be

In example.

We buy a ton of junk we don't need, it ends up destroying the world.

Every step forward , especially technology, takes us backwards

I believe Elon Musk is right in saying that advanced life forms probably exist and already evolved beyond monetary-based economies

random:
Laying and maintaining long undersea cables has now been a routine operation for almost 150 years, but when New York businessman Cyrus Field proposed an Atlantic cable in 1854, it was only four years since the first-ever cable had been laid between England and France, a mere 20 miles.
 
GNews said:
To add to this post.

I'm starting to believe, to truly evolve as a human & experience life at it's greatest peaks with deep internal splendor

You will have to deconstruct all traditions we've created and see life at it's organic form or as close as you can get

Ever since we evolved to create words and not live by simply viewing actions, we've created the almighty lifestyle of 'persuasion'

Once we understood words and persuasion, all these cultural norms took us on a long plane ride from what life can truly be

In example.

We buy a ton of junk we don't need, it ends up destroying the world.

Every step forward , especially technology, takes us backwards

I believe Elon Musk is right in saying that advanced life forms probably exist and already evolved beyond monetary-based economies

random:
Laying and maintaining long undersea cables has now been a routine operation for almost 150 years, but when New York businessman Cyrus Field proposed an Atlantic cable in 1854, it was only four years since the first-ever cable had been laid between England and France, a mere 20 miles.
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From how I see it, from my 1 or 2 interactions with you, I think you're going crazy. You're writing rants on the Internet to people you've never meet before. Go get some social connections.
 
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